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-12:50 AM

Colours of the rainbow.

What do you think of when you see the colours of the rainbow?
2nd of jan.
Well thats kinda of a lame question aye?Blocked by tall buildings and
raw C.T.E theres hardly a chance for you to see a rainbow?
Happy new year to those who are such a bad year and those
whos happily enjoying themselves to even realised its a new year,rock on.
"Well,its always good to reflect on the previous year;what is difference from the year 2008-2009"
Wise words from the great lydia liao.
Aye aye aye.
Just that i was too over my head on new years to think only to reduce my chances on my b'day.
Okay its not really my b'day now.
Yup,Really wanna thank those whom wished me a happy b'day.
People whom i thought won't remember;remembered.
Unexpected people who called at such an imprompt timing.
Who would have thought.
Only to leave me thinking,
Casey,its been sweet really.
Even though the timing was rather weird because i was buying a drink from downstairs my house,its really sweet to just know how you feel about our friendship and how stupid i was to
take it for granted.

So what is different on 3rd jan 1.10am 2008 and 3rd jan 1.10am 2009?

=)
Difference here,i had a really sweet birthday present and a really sweet company.


-3:11 AM

Removed every post that i've made since that day.

Just went off the fone with baby.
terribly long-winded just now.
=(
Told her exactly how i feel at that point;when it happen and she told hers.
i'm not sad anymore.
Really.
Just more determind.

This love that we hold its real,i know its real.
But she just thinks that she's not the type who can last.
do know what i'm feeling now?
Just changing to someone so perfect.
So perfect.
Someone whom you cannot live w/o me.
And from then,i'll make you understand why you're so special
and time after time we've quarrelled,i won't let you go.

I'm selfish alright.
And you're just unlucky that you're the one who i became so in love with.
Now its gonna be your turn.
No more falter and second thoughts.

its all about you being mine.

Couldnt have done it without god.
Really.
May all my praises raise to you.


-2:50 AM

=)

its been the second day since baby's gone to hk,missed her so much till i couldnt tank but to check my e-mail because thats a little instruction from her before shes gone,leaving a little incandescent hope of reading something of hers.

Couldnt open the attachment because my out-dated com doesn't have powerpoint!
realised that i've been using this com too much in excess for gaming.
Dled the office thingy,read the slide over and over again!
making me miss her even more!
Its only been the second day and she wont be back till sunday.
Waiting everyday by my fone for that little text,but i do realised that she doesnt have her fone
and mummy might not allow her to send an overseas text=(
"Cant help but wait" and hope for the better tommrrow!=)

You little dummy,i even checked the news for past 2 days to see if any plane crash!=(
Also also also,i worry that its that something else that keeps my text from coming.
Baby!
Where are you?

JJ misses you alot.


-9:34 AM

It took 2 mins for my account to start loading blogger.
It must be really rusty since i hardly even blog!

Baby came and surprise me at my house yesterday;it was really sweet of her to even find the time to drop by since her exams are nearing and we spent the entire day sleeping.
Head to punggol plaza to satisfy her craving for roast duck noodles but to no avail because of my poor observation skills that PP does not have any roast duck=(
Really dampened my mood.
But baby was nice consoling me that its okay because she is fine with everything.
Had our lunch and i pestered her for a dvd!
The show was terrible,lousy framing,bad plot but it was fine.
baby was in my arms and i enjoyed every moment of it.

In the midst of lazing on my bed,baby sweetly invited me to stay over at her place to supervise her studying anddd to me,it was something which i really love to do so =)head over to her place.

a little childishness and stubborness enveloped us and we were bickering.

I am childish,you were childish.
I stormed out of the house really angry.
And i sent something which probably teared your heart.
So much for promising never to hurt you.
I've failed terribily.

Went home to change,headed out to meet Jasper,Dennis,Chua,Jonny,Nigel,Szetoh and Daryl.
Played some pool,head over to bukit timah to meet jonny hilary and weihoe,blah blah blah thats not the point of this post.

Hilary's house was fun,but i also had alot of time to think,to think about our relationship,our lives,our future together.

The journey,our bond.

I walk down the road,there was plenty of red car plates.But when i look around,there was no one to tap my head.I miss you.
When they were engrossed watching Heroes,I was engrossed too.
Engrossed in reminiscing our past.
I wasn't really sad this time round,you didnt do anything wrong,we were just childish;stubborn.
But it did played a part.
Played a significant role in the conclusion that i've made.
I love you alot honey,i really do.
But it is in my blood that i tend to sweet talk my way out life thinking that i can always exploit gaps for me so sneak in and out.
Even though i told all of them i bickered with you,i was adamant about the part where i wont lost you.
Its different this time round because i was serious.
i wasn't sad,angry.
i was seriously thinkingg about ways to improve this relationship.Our relationship.
Well,i was angry.And all this grief accumlated throughout the days where you're so busy with your projects and didnt have the time for me.
But you work miracles by just one day poping up at my house and making feel that my baby loves me so much.
You have no idea what that little trip meant to me.
You will not understand the urge i kept waiting for you the past few days.
I needed you.
But i suppose im not a very big hearted person.
i was immature enough to be affected by the fact that you're so busy.
but when everything seems to be boiling,i clink on the internet explorer and i saw something which i didnt get to see before we quarrelled.
just a little picture with the hearts joined,a few sentences which says so clearly that i love leong jun jie.
That was when all my anger dissipated and i look back reflecting about how immature and stupid i was to even think that way;say the things which i said.
I really need to grow up,you too.
I'm not facing this alone.
We both need to grow up but i guess i need more.
i have no idea why i always get so lost even when its just a minor setback,
peharps being my gf is really such a tiring chore.
I am not easy to please alright i'm not.
I dunno how to explain this but yeah i truly love you.
Sometimes i am really ashamed to explain my problems to people because they are something so trivial,so small but sadly it affects me as well as you.
Thinking about the days when i was still trying to study for o's.
I guess i couldnt be bothered to be stress,but i remembered the times when i was really stress and i threw my tantrum to you like a little pig,you took it patiently and i took it for granted.
Now its your turn and i'm not doing my part for you.
i feel utterly ashamed of myself,not because you did it once for me,but for the fact that i love you and yet i couldnt take it.
The exams stress,the pms,the everything.
i think i've failed.
Everything that was granted to me with patience and tolerance wafted by as though like duh.
I am terribly sorry baby.

Actually about the letter,it was actually out of playfulness that i wanted to read what was written on the paper,but looking at the way you guarded it.I was really upset about the fact that theres something you're hiding from me.
I dont mean to intrude or invade any of your privacy,i just detest the feeling that i will feel that theres a distance between us.
I dont wanna have to hide something from you.
I dont like the feeling.
And i dont like the feeling when its back on me.
That was what i was thinking the whole way in the room.
And when you came and pacify me in the room,i really didnt mean to make you angry or anything.
i was just thinking that if you dont wanna show me,i wont force it on you and i will not be upset over something so trivial.Everyone has their own little secrets and if its a secret,than i'm fine not knowing it.
I really wasnt thinking about anything else but the fact that you guarded it so safely.
So suspecting but after that,i really thought through it.
i really didnt mean to upset you or anything.
There are sensitive names which upon hearing them with set a awful tinkle in my heart but after all we've been through,i know that i've already stolen your heart and i can rest assured.

Reforms:
Thought through alot of stuff.
And i come to the conclusion that haven been sensitive enough,you haven been sensitive enough.

You always rant about how i didnt woo you at all,how i did this for "" how i did that for ""
The truth is that i would do anything for that moment of countship and maybe then you will realised that you are not just another one of jj's gf.
you're his only one now.
and the league that you holdd is way off the ones that was previously on track.
Since you always think that i never woo you before,i will now.
once again.

You wont have to think about silly and unhappy stuff again tonight baby.
I wont allow you.

Sorry for being such a prick yesterday.
I'm sorry for saying such harsh words.
I will be a better one now.
I willl cherish you hard.
And i hope you will cherish me hard too okay?

I'm not afraid to post this right here Because i'm starting to woo you again.
Would you give me a chance?


-12:05 AM

I rang the bell,you came and answered.
A smile on your face,a clean slate.

We've been through many months now,quarrelled over the slightest things;
Sorrow and despair takes over,the happy moments rekindle.
I was once who i am again.
The one whos heart got stolen,but never got returned.
Lydia liao,the couragous thief.

There was once a story,a story which was always told.
A story about how we met,how we felt and how it came about.
This bond that we share.
I hold a bond.
A bond which only we can understand.
And everytime i talk about this bond,i feel sad.
And that is because i only talk about this bond when glitches happen
between us and i'm left all alone to reminscent on.
The human error.
We regret only after we've lost it.
That was before.
Now i'm different.

Its such a wonderful feeling to even be close to you and having you to listen to me.
Boast about stuffs.
Talk about views.
You are always there.
And i never ever wanna let you go.
This circle.
The circle that we drew hand in hand.
The candle that we blow.
The light that burns brightly.
I will never let his flame die.
Because you didnt once made a man so happy.
You are making a man so happy.

As you walk into the cab,i know its different.
I know that you'll be thinking of me.
Missing me.
Just thinking of how silly i am.

-*-

A recent spate of disaster struck my life.
With the commence of o's,
"mugging".

2 squabbles emerged due to the stubborness of mine,hers and a little
contributing events.

We are fine now thank you,
i remember reading off somewhere that true fairy tale never have a ending.
I think thats sooooo true.
I dont ever want my fairy tale to end.

Baby girl was on her way,i rushed over to the lrt to fetch her.
The feeling of just being with her makes me really really happy!
I wasnt really hungry,but i insisted on going pp with her in the light
of patohing and it was good!
Baby had her fishballs, i had my kuay chup=)
With hearts entwined,hands together.
I was really enjoying myself.
With the recent spate of squabbles,i really almost forgetten the wonderful
feeling of just being her ONE.
This feeling is just so awesome!
And baby,i promise, after my o's,i'll be around you so offen that you'll get a sick of my face!:P

As i watch you take a nap,eyes close;you stole what that is remain of me;again.

Do you know you look so adorable when you sleep!Cuddling by my side,trying to gain my attention because i was playing psp.:P:P:P

i love to hug you baby.

Lydia liao is:
Sweet.
Smart.
Surrender.
Drop-dead gorgous.
Caring.
Kind-hearted.





Love.




EGO AND IMPATIENT TOO.

=)

You're my motivation to study honey.


Food for thoughts:
I would buy you a ring when we get engaged.
A chain of items is heading your way after the subsequence anniversarys.
I think you will look hot in a big tonned necklace.
I need to head to US to buy this special ********* for you.


-1:38 AM




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I LOVE LEONG JUN JIE! :)

baby, sorry for everything! i've been a bad, bad girl. forgive me will you?


love, your cute little girl.

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