Driving record
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
♥
-10:31 PM
well this may be the last time i may be blogging because i'm in such a big glitch.
i dont wanna explain things further but i screw up somewhere.!
i've got to thank god for everything that his done for me and how much i appreciate it.
i can no longer act like nothing is going on and be happy.
something is very very wrong i know this time i may not escape unscathe.
i shall refrain from using the word "oh well" because this time an "oh well" is not gonna get me anywhere.
its been such a long while since i get so pessimistic and i hate this me!
i end up making everyone sooo worried for me.
especially you.
well,all i can do now is hope that everything is gonna be alright!i will pray hard and harder!
aiyoh!!!!!!!i sound like a sucidist but i cant stop worrying what will happen if it seriously happen.
i brought all this upon myself and i will not blame anyone.
lets just say that GOD IS GREAT!=)
Dear lord,
thank you for always cleaning up my mess time after time,
even though how much everyone wants me to change.
sorry for causing so much grief even after chance after chance you have given me.
you can call this a minor setback but i defintely learned my lesson.
and even now,the stress is killing me soooo bad.
i want to be my happy self.
i hate this me.
i pray hard that everything is going to be alright untill 17 july.
i've learned my mistake.
-
recount of the past two weeks!
carnival's over.
like finally,many peeks turn up and i'm happy=)
joke and kajiaoed people the entire day and went on to meet you=)
TRANSFORMER IS GREAT!
no matter how much i tell you,you wont understand the greatness untill you have watch it!^^
the rest of week is just amazing (actually i just forgotten what happen:P)
even though how much i dread to be like this,last week was just terrible having many many many many many troubles popping up JUST before my probation is gonna end.
but,i've gain something which i dare to say IS THE BEST THING THAT HAVE EVER HAPPEN TO ME.
sweeet sweeet sweeet.
lets just cut the crap will we?
i'm in love with a girl called lydia.
BUT,i might be going back to the boys home because of the chain of events that have happened.
even though i was preparing myself today for the worst outcome which is to go back to the court,god performed his miracle once again and i'm saved.
but anything goes for the whole of next week and my po says i might have to go back to court on monday which is the last day of probation.
thank you alex for your care and concern.
i do wish to spend it with you on 18july but i'll leave it to god.
thank you jasper tan.
i got nothing to say except thank you for deleting my o2jam from my computer today.
thank you justin.
thank you for just being you.
thank you jia.
please sort out your thumb.
aiyahhhh.
i arnt gonna name out everyone's name one by one because i'm already thinking anyhow,
whatever it is,JJ will be dearly missed?
i hope so=)
and dear lydia,
i'm defintely not playing with your heart.
believe me.
study hard!
a face of encouragement from belinda,
^_^
ty=)
i dont wanna explain things further but i screw up somewhere.!
i've got to thank god for everything that his done for me and how much i appreciate it.
i can no longer act like nothing is going on and be happy.
something is very very wrong i know this time i may not escape unscathe.
i shall refrain from using the word "oh well" because this time an "oh well" is not gonna get me anywhere.
its been such a long while since i get so pessimistic and i hate this me!
i end up making everyone sooo worried for me.
especially you.
well,all i can do now is hope that everything is gonna be alright!i will pray hard and harder!
aiyoh!!!!!!!i sound like a sucidist but i cant stop worrying what will happen if it seriously happen.
i brought all this upon myself and i will not blame anyone.
lets just say that GOD IS GREAT!=)
Dear lord,
thank you for always cleaning up my mess time after time,
even though how much everyone wants me to change.
sorry for causing so much grief even after chance after chance you have given me.
you can call this a minor setback but i defintely learned my lesson.
and even now,the stress is killing me soooo bad.
i want to be my happy self.
i hate this me.
i pray hard that everything is going to be alright untill 17 july.
i've learned my mistake.
-
recount of the past two weeks!
carnival's over.
like finally,many peeks turn up and i'm happy=)
joke and kajiaoed people the entire day and went on to meet you=)
TRANSFORMER IS GREAT!
no matter how much i tell you,you wont understand the greatness untill you have watch it!^^
the rest of week is just amazing (actually i just forgotten what happen:P)
even though how much i dread to be like this,last week was just terrible having many many many many many troubles popping up JUST before my probation is gonna end.
but,i've gain something which i dare to say IS THE BEST THING THAT HAVE EVER HAPPEN TO ME.
sweeet sweeet sweeet.
lets just cut the crap will we?
i'm in love with a girl called lydia.
BUT,i might be going back to the boys home because of the chain of events that have happened.
even though i was preparing myself today for the worst outcome which is to go back to the court,god performed his miracle once again and i'm saved.
but anything goes for the whole of next week and my po says i might have to go back to court on monday which is the last day of probation.
thank you alex for your care and concern.
i do wish to spend it with you on 18july but i'll leave it to god.
thank you jasper tan.
i got nothing to say except thank you for deleting my o2jam from my computer today.
thank you justin.
thank you for just being you.
thank you jia.
please sort out your thumb.
aiyahhhh.
i arnt gonna name out everyone's name one by one because i'm already thinking anyhow,
whatever it is,JJ will be dearly missed?
i hope so=)
and dear lydia,
i'm defintely not playing with your heart.
believe me.
study hard!
a face of encouragement from belinda,
^_^
ty=)
XOXO
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sunday, July 01, 2007
♥
-12:26 PM
its finally over.
not just the carnival and my feelings too.
gawl.arnt you proud of me justin?everytime i told you no more no more,end up i didnt even let it go.
now i officially annouce to you,its over.
i moved her from the "i need to protect her!" group in my msn.
i told her i got over her spell.
=)
but!
she is my daughter now which means i still need to take care of her.
just that now i dont wish to be her bf=)
hur hur hur.
it took me months.
finally.
finally i mark my word didnt i justin?
and why did you quit school?
not just the carnival and my feelings too.
gawl.arnt you proud of me justin?everytime i told you no more no more,end up i didnt even let it go.
now i officially annouce to you,its over.
i moved her from the "i need to protect her!" group in my msn.
i told her i got over her spell.
=)
but!
she is my daughter now which means i still need to take care of her.
just that now i dont wish to be her bf=)
hur hur hur.
it took me months.
finally.
finally i mark my word didnt i justin?
and why did you quit school?
haizyo.
i miss you a ton.
first time in a million years since i use haiz.
be honoured.
besides you are the only one that can make me sad now.HoHoHo.
i miss you a ton.
first time in a million years since i use haiz.
be honoured.
besides you are the only one that can make me sad now.HoHoHo.
XOXO
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sad/happy/angry/me?