I had the sudden urge to blog today while i was on the way home on the bus 136.
it had not been a really fun week because i was so caught with things that i think
A WASTE OF TIME.
JASPER TAN XI DA is a buddy to me.Before i went in,the last friend that i saw
was him because he was being nice by accompanying me in A.M.K to search for
baby girl sometime 9 months ago.It was a touching scene to see baby after a
long search and with tears rolling in her eyes,i told myself i think i've found it.
Finally after so long,someone who i actually dare to say i would do my utmost
best to keep her.
I realised that the whole 17 years of my life,i've been living in a world where
i have to lie my way around,fake a smile and grit my teeths went the truth
come smashing into my face.The labels that are surrounding my life just keep
spiraling in a endless attempt just to devour me.
The complexity of life,now i realised how foolish i was.Does it mean that if i am
from acs,i have to wear branded?
Do i have to live a life of extravagant letting others know woah,JJ is rich.
on and on life just spring out with the cruel fact that its hard being like that,
the joy of simplicity,the joy of saving and getting a whole sense of desire of
being simple just tells it all.
I realised that i am indeed a simple person & i enjoy simplicity.
The little little things that i do for lydia,i am very sure she would be happy.
Walking around pasah malam buying her the few little cartooned night gown,
eating cheena food at a food court,catching a movie after tons and tons of
boredom lessons and lectures.
Simplicity is the best.
I finally know the reason why i am so smitten with her.
The feeling of being simple,the little things that she do like buying a little
heart-shaped sweet from no where,the lest complicated mind of hers
where deception is futile.
I realised that whenever deception come into my life,any relationship
that i have will not last because trust is the most important trait in life.
without trust,true love cannot last.
That is why i refuse to lie to her.Even small little things,i dont even want to
try because i know i dont want this happiness to end,i want to devote
my life into taking care of this girl.
Times when i do,i am doing something to make her happy so that is not a habit.
=)
A really really lousy week because i'm not getting 100% of my baby girl's love
the reason i dont know why,maybe shes tired,maybe shes not feeling so good.
Its easy to see if you're trying something different.I am an expert when it comes to this.
started the day off with the utmost feeling to revive the dead feeling that i've lost through
7 months of exile.
Its jasper tan's birthday and i wanna do something for him like how i did it in exactly 1 year ago.
plan a surprise cake party and wanted the same for tommrrow.
The usual people the J group was on about it so took note of the timings and plan everything.
But the kind of shit that i am getting from the person i lest expect from is devastating.
The awesome mood was pretty much revived when i was planning and thinking but it was
easily dampen by someone who held such a powerful place in my heart.
The knowledge that i am trying my very best to savage this rubbish but the cruel and dumb fact that you dont even dare to try just kills me inside.
I just came to the conclusion that i should just hack it.
since it has evolved into this stage,i dont really feel like savaging it anymore.
Same for that thing.
The extreme effort of trying to gain back your attention,the effort of making time in
most awkward hours in the night,the unease mind of worrying and panicking.
Still nothing is the same.
I kinda of given up.
Maybe all that that happened really have a heavy toll.
I wrote on my friendster once that i would want to meet all my friends again and see if i would get along with them.But i realised that if i have a choice,i will never type that again.
I hate the feeling of losing someone.
Now that i lost it,helplessness is crawling all over me.
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Followed jia to kovan to meet ven & took bus 136 home.
i think i am starting to really enjoy the simple and peaceful life.
the route of 136 is just too appeacing,now i realised how come baby
enjoy the trip.
Thats good thats good! thats means i will enjoy even more sending baby home=)=)
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That is the end of my day,right now i need to emphasize something.
Maybe i dont need to try so hard for anything.Because if they like me before,
i just need to be myself instead of trying so hard to gain back what is lost.
Everything will just turn out fine like the way it use to be.
it might not be the same but it definetely will be better.I am sure of it.
Right now,i just wanna cherish lydia,my family and do well in my o's
everything elses,i'll leave it to god.
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i cant be bothered to post about what happen today so once again
i will dedicate this post to baby=)=)=)=)=)
something which i feel only i am able to write but sadly i did not=)
but still i love you baby.
Guys don't care if you're
friends
with
other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us,
and some random guy walks into the
room and you jump up and tackle him,
without even introducing us, yeah, it
pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're
still there.
We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS
you, but at 2 in the morning we do get
a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is
confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door
open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm
in.
Smile and say "thank you."
You don't have to get dressed up for
us.
If we're going out with you in the
first place, you don't have to feel
the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or
put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not
what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Don't take everything we say
seriously. [=))]
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your
bible.
"Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in
front of us".
It's boring, and we don't care. You
have friends for that.
Whatever happened to the
word "handsome"/"beautiful"
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who
greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey
baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever
else you can think of.
on the other hand I'm not saying i
wouldn't like it ether ; )
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if
you aren't being treated right by a
guy, won't wait for him to change.
ditch his sorry ASS,he's a disgrace to
the male population and find someone
who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even
when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter
how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're
doing just to look you in the
eyes....and say "i love you" ..and
actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance.
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's
cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree
with this, so we hope that all the
girls that read this will repost this
*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand,
gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than
once.
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with
him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to
her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his
arm around you, tilt your head on his
shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves
you, look deep into her eyes, give her
a peck on the lips, and tell her you
love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under
the stars, put your head on his chest
and close your eyes as you listen to
his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link
your hands with hers.
read deeply into this baby.
you know i care.
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once again i am just gonna dedicate this post to baby girl.
i wanna let you know that i've never been so commited to someone before and that as
unearthly that you might think;i am really really in love with you and i'll do anything
just to be with you.Dont think that all this is dream because the fact that we're together
is already a dream come true.Since it already came true,lets work together towards our beautiful future yo?=)
i meant everything i said yesterday and i know you do too.
so lets just enjoy each other's company=)
this kinda a sloppy post but it just gets better yo.
short and sweet=)this can keep you happy for the night yo=)
simplicity is the best.
seriousy.
<3carrot<3
baby i love you.
i really do.
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its amazing how time files,i was still thinking back about our little conversation with sis about the kind of bf that she would want to have and wala!here comes sam and now they are with a child.
that is the cruel fact that time wait for no man.No even the ever loving me=)
in another 5 months time,i will be sitting for another major exam and that little exam is gonna
determine where i'll be heading in the next 3 years.
i seriously hope i will make it to ngee ann poly accounting course!=)
i'll start this humble entry with happiness beyond description;i want my baby girl to clink on
this blog with a smile on her face instead of thinking back on that tragedy that eloped that day
=)
wonderful day started off with me trying to curb my little urge to text baby girl.
i knew shes on the way to school on the mundane bus ride 74 and i know she spent the entire
sleeping or *trying to spot K.A.P in order to reminscent about me=)
soooooooo i was trying my best not to text her because i dont want to wake her up with my
msg BUT BUT BUT i'm not that strong like you all think soooooo i text her!=)
little angel replied me immediately telling me the same thing that i told her!:P
quotes:i didnt text you because im afraid that i will wake you up from your sleep
lydia quotes:"haha i didnt message you because i thought you'll be asleep too:D.this shows that we're both considerate people=)
oh my homey,i am sooo in love.
i must always start the day happy than the rest of the day will be happy sooo after that little conversation with baby girl,i was really really really happy!=)sooo today was awesome!i cant seem to keep my stupid mouth close=)
first three period is like P.O.A which proves to be my favorite period because i can text baby girl openly and head bang to my lovely music OPENLY=)
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first thing i did was to push my table next to edmund tan to gossip!!=)
apparently both of us is lost in the complicated world of P.O.A because when the work is given to us,we both looked sooo lost!=)

so after a while we decided we should just give up and i was telling him how much i miss lydia liao and sooooooooo we decided to go cam whoring to send it to baby girl=)
sad sad sad blogger is giving me problems so i cant upload all the pics but ill try my very best!=)

here is jia & me!=) i seriously think jia is quite good looking!=)
alot alot alot alot of pics cannot be uploaded!sad!
oh well.=)i brought out 80 in the hope of going shopping!but than i realised that everyone is busy studying soooo i only have the loving company of su jia qi:P
he needs to go town to bomb a surprise for ven!=) so sweet right right right?
walking around town when being approached by some random guy and he was showing us this little something that shows a heart shaped paper clip & we immediately begged him to teach us how to make them.
I am awfully hit by the fact that i am still soo awfully in love with you,the unseen force that bugs me to do the sweetest things on earth for you.
99% of my time,i love you.
1% of the rest goes to the time i spend walking around buying things i see for you.
=)
so sad i cannot upload the little thingy i got for you=(
oh well:P
After that jia got to go because some glitch happened and i was left alone to shop=)
Bought a few tops and met gerald ang!My pri school friend!
i am amused that he still can remember me and he even knew i went in!
How informed=)
After that went over to meet alex,cheryl,leon while waiting for aaron!
Wow!
i think greg and cheryl is really really really sweet=)LOOK at this!
and here is she trying to sew that for greg!:P

=)=)=)
i am not so bad also okay!you all should know=)
after that was really really really super super tired and went home with cheryl and aaron!=)
my homely!
I think my baby is sleeping soundly on her comfy bed and i miss her!i cant wait for tommrrow!i cant wait! i must learn how to stop swearing!=)
Nothing must go wrong tommrrow;nothing must go wrong between us
because i know it deep down inside that you're indeed the one for me.
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its amazing how when everyone else is sleeping but i woke up the first even though i slept only at 6.
its 12.23 in the afternoon and i was totally awoken by jia's sis and jia's sis's fren.
apparently they were sitting down looking at me sleep because i slept on the couch.
they woke me up with their giggling and insessant noise.when i was awaken,they just ran into the room.how nice.after 16 years of age still dunno how to behave?its rude to stare.
now i'm awake again with the absolute guilt that i did something really really wrong.
i'm torned.
why in the world did i behaved so childishly?
i know if i were to behave this way to my frens,i will surely get my way but than again,what was i after?a little pride that is left in me?after all pride didnt matter when it comes to you.I can believe i spoiled a perfect little day.
was having a massive with jonny & casey respectively about their life and it started to rain heavily.So i took an umbrella and start heading to grandlink square.The last thing i wanna have is for carrot to fall ill in the rain.Walked back to jia's place after knowing they are okay and my phone got wet in the process.Nice.
luckily they already had an umbrella and poor junjie.Sorry!
sorry for getting whacked because of me.
sorry for getting drenched because of me.
sorry for everything.
Thank you for helping me amend.
caseyyyyy and jiaaaa are superrrrrr angellssssssss~came down to geylang to accompany me after hearing i had a problem!(cep jia because he stays in geylang but still thank you~)
Went to drink at some retarded vietnam place which obviously the liquor there is not enough for me to get high.
started heading back to jia's place complaining to them what an asshole i am.
trying to think of a rational explaination for my atrocious behaviour and only arrive at a conclusion that i was just being a little petty dickhead which ate vinegar.
the sole idea of being in love you is just tooooooooo massive.
being jj,casey was already talking to me about how i should change to adapt to the school's insessant picking and how i just chill and give them no chance to pick on me.
But i told him i really didnt care what the teachers think about me.
the only people that can make me change is my mum,lydia and friends.
i was making my stand very firmly that i live for myself and lydia alone and i need not need to change for anyone that i couldnt care less.
right now i think i dont i can say that ever proudly again.
my six senses is being governed by whatever is this word called "love"
i used to be cool about life and i cant be bothered to care about stuffs.
i always thought i am a very forgiving&big hearted person.
right now i get really really upset with just the mention of hong wee.
just a little tiny winny sound of that makes me boil.
not that he did something wrong,its just the way god made us,i am reduced to a
little dummy head who cant even control my thoughts and feelings properly.
no matter how cool and nonchalent i act,deep down inside i tell myself
:Lydia liao i am really really really in love with you and i'm willing to give up every single thing for you,please tell me you love me like the way i love you?
the reason why i behaved soooo childishly is seriously way beyond my control now.If i can control it,i wont choose to embarrass you the way i did yesterday.
i'm soooooooooooo ashamed of myself.
i feel like the worst boyfriend on earth and maybe i dont even deserve you anymore.
i dunno.
i really dunno.
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jonny and weihoe arrived shortly after that and asked what happened to meeee.
explained to him what happened and he lost for words.
i bet you didnt think that jj would ever do something so childish right?
i didnt even know what i was thinking.
i dont know and i wont ever do that kind of things again.
its just sooo unlike meeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i think i was possesed or something.
i seriously seriously seriously dunno what the hell i am doing.
what the hell is wrong with me?
my stupid king attitude really cost dearly now.
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i got nothing to say cep thank god for friends.
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i'm not afraid to lost you.I'm just afraid that i cannot treat you the way that i want to treat you.
tears rolling and mind freezing.Now i know how you felt the last time,how you felt yesterday.
congrats leong jj first tear just landed on my leg.
PEOPLE I AM NOT SAD I AM JUST FUCKED WITH MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A DICKHEAD.
all it takes is for one action for the dent that will last me a last time.
i wish i could stab myself a million times over right now.
gifts & wishes.
-a knife which says:die jj.
-a big kiss from my lips to yours.
-a sweet goodnight that is coming from the bottom of my heart.Good night baby.
i'll miss you;even though i'm feeling soooo zomblnised now,i still feel this ache in my heart.
I know i've a real bad boy,i didnt meant for you to get hurt.
so baby,times are getting a little crazy and i have no idea.no idea at all.
i still believe that love will never die and even if i'm reduced to a zomble,
i still dare to say i love you.
I love you.
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause You know I give you all of me
i'll miss you.i will.
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i've been really really busy these days trying to juggle between lydia liao,studies and obviously my studies hence this super super late entry!
been asked lately to revive my blog and to have the numbers visiting my blog but i think i will not at this moment because i am really really really busy to be doing up all this since the o's is drawing near=)
spent the entire week in crap after getting marked by MR TANG.which obviously spoils my week.
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT=)
god is kind and faithful to me by giving me another chance to build my friendship with peeks!=)
SOONLENG IS SUCH A DICKHEAD I SWEAR.
BUT HE NEVER FALLS TO TURN ME ON YO=)
spent the saturday shopping with nigel,seztoh and chua AND CHUA WAS BEING A DICKHEAD BY IGNORING ME BECAUSE I FORGETTEN HIS B'DAY=)
make it up to him by buying one side of slippers=)
after that went on the meet the rest at meridan and had a wonderful game of pure owning with me dropping inferno at people in my way=)
the old people came and i totally immersed myself in the company of dickheads like soonleng=)
BLACK JACK FOR THE WIN?
won 60 cents which soonleng still haven paid me!
than followed casey and gang to aaron's sis's pub to have fun fun fun fun fun!
I HAVEN BEEN DRINKING FOR THE PAST 7 MONTHS AND I SWEAR IT YAT WE DID GET WASTED.=)
BEFORE I TOH,i manage to get a call in to baby telling her that i love her so much and blah blah blah and bye bye bye bye cruel world=)
greg and aaron came looking for me because i went M.I.A for too long and they found me stoning just outside=)
was cam-whoring with the masses and here is some them=)





happy stuffs must be shared with everyone yo=)
than after the massive wasting,went home with jason and jojo and in the cab=)
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Spent the entire sunday with lydia jie jie as she make her grand appearance into my house and i was trying to examine her if she looked decent enough so that she could meet my relatives=)
as helpless and scared,i manage to convince to come out of the room and show her beautiful face=)
NICE ONE LYDIA LIAO.JIA YOU=)
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today?
HOHOHO>
was wasting my time in the desperate attempt to do the e-math paper which landed me in utmost fear because out of 30 questions,i only manage to do 12 questions and out of this 12 questions,i only manage to get 10 correct.
this totally set me into a great fear knowing that is just an example of o level math paper!
poor me and him!

=)
hangyang is forever so cute and jia & him can easily just make my day after listening to them talk.=)
np np np np=)
i told you i will stop disturbing you.
=)
After school,went to tuition with the utmost guilt psing elizabeth for lydia, but obviously its worth the cost because no one can be more important than her of course=0
at first she was trying her very best to be angry i guess,i could feel it! but than after listening to me explain to mr thiong why i was late,she just blasted into a laughter as usual!
i think i really need to thank her,if not for her laughter along with the rest,i will definetely get scolded by mr thiong since punctuality is a virture and he values it alot.LIKE I WILL EVER BE EARLY=)
There we go again with mr thiong ranting at me with question i obviously dunno and shui huai was being the nicest girl on earth feeding me with answers but seriously!she talk to softly!I CANNOT HEAR ANYTHING AT ALL!
=)
And we have a new comer stupid elizabeth was making fun of me saying he keep staring at me and he did attempt to touch me.what the hell.
we were having a little msn chat in tuition writing little msges to each other which accounts to no sense at all!
*his lameness is so high that its touching the heaven's gates.*
elizabeth are you trying to flunk your english with me because i think i am a lit student and that doesnt really make sense=)
ANYWAY. PURPOSELY SKIPPED THE LIFT WITH MR NEW GAY GUY AND TOOK THE LIFT WITH ELIZABETH,AMANDA,YUI HUAI AND SOME OTHER GIRL WHICH I FORGETTEN THE NAME.
*no no no you cannot walk here theres a funeral going on.*
i didnt really intend to walk there i was trying to find my little angel!
lydia came and pick me up from tuition and that is awfully sweet of her!
soo funny,she was in the exact same spot that i talked to her on the fone=)
i felt really really bad making her wait and coming all the way here just to fetch me from tuition.
even though its awfully sweet,i still dont quite like the idea given the time and effort that she puts in.
i promised myself that i will never let my woman suffer so i might as well honour that yo=)
spend the time disturbing her and made her really really irritated.But obviously if its irrtating to her,it just means how much she loves me=) and im glad.=)
now its her turn to irritate me by talking to hong wee!
Hahahaha.
Who knows!maybe they are talking on the fone now?
=)
Its okay!
i'm a big hearted man even though i am super super super jealous right now=)
what will i do if i lost this precious jewel eh?=)
I dunno?
i will lose all my goals in life.
i live for you baby. i live for you.
my hair is growing at alarming speed because i shampoo them 6 times a day=)
I also read that if i am happy,the hair will grow faster! so i think today my hair will stop growing because i'm filled with jealousy.
LALALA.
NEVERMIND.
I am strong right?=)
i am the love of all women but i only love one.
and that is lydia liao si min=)
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heh....i was really proud of myself dragging myself out of bed early in morning even thought i slept at 5=)
was calling all the people but nicely ong kw msged me whether i wanna go out=)
so sweet of him!=)
was suppose to meet him in funan but than i think its quite far for ALTHOUGH he stays in town but oh well=)
met "lynette" to help me do my stuff and than rush down to get my lovely dovey present!
i hooooopppppeeeee she likes it=)
i was suppose to get it done somewhere along this week but i was really really busy soooo i only manage to coop up time today which made my baby come my house for no reason=)
hur hur hur=)
that totally spoiled my day seriously!
I got it all planned today but than oh well=)
dear junhao i hope you will forgive me for shouting at you because my mood today is not really exactly very pleasant.
I CANNOT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY SHOUTED AT HIM.
I NEVER SHOUTED AT HIM EVER BEFORE LUH!
OKAY I AM DAMN EVIL.
BUT SERIOUSLY I LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM AND I WAS FEELING REALLY REALLY BAD AFTER THAT.
OH SHIT.
WHAT HAVE I DONE.JESUS.
SLAP ME WILL YOU.
SOBS.
SORRY!
After that,baby send the whole leong family back home and head home shortly after some hug & kisses=)
so sad.
what a day.
i am too fucked to be blogging=)
BUT I WANNA EMPHASIZE THAT THE LITTLE CARD THAT BABY GOT FOR ME IS SERIOUSLY TOOO GOOD TO BE TRUE I READ IT LIKE 4 TIMES AND I AM GONNA READ IT NOW AGAIN.!
AND TONIGHT I HAVE SOMETHING IN THIS WORLD CALLED A HANDMADE PILLOW I GOT FOR ANNIVERSARY GIFT!ITS SUPER NICELY DONE WITH TWO CONTRAST WITH SOME HEARTFELT WORDS IN THE BACK.
I <3 YOU BABY.
Sad/happy/angry/me?
MY BABY TELLS ME THAT SHE DONT WANNA MARRY ME ON ANNIVERSARY DAY.I FEEL TOO GOOD.
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Un'tattered
All the small things that you do,all the things you say just keep me lingering on mid-air.why dont you just keep levering in my mountain of affections?
a little confession from JJ.=i may not be the best boyfriend but i definetely will be.
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From the left to the right=====>
i think my whole family of genes is driving me crazy!Leong jun hui is a freak.He just created a blog in sis & I's account and when i got a sudden mood for blogging,i was freaked.
My goodness how is that possible?from a little chubby boy at birth to a BLOGGER now?how fast is this world ageing?
i guess i am growing old and maybe i should let primary four students take over the world.
Er.....Sis i dunno if you are reading this but i just read your blog and i think you are in a glitch once again.
Please contact me asap yo.
I wanna be there for you.
Besides even if anything goes,i am still the uncle for zinon!=)
My goodness.
I think sam must have a reasonable explanation for that and most of all,he loves you yo.Dont be taken into some mirage that might have appear somewhere along the way dont forget,you are a mother now and you ought to be more mature.
Just chill for now instead of being so fucked and calm down.
Call me if you have to.JJ's service is render to you 24/7 ^^ besides you must have forgetten,you little jj is nocturnal right?sooooooo pertaining to the night,you can call me!=)remember i am always for you kay.!=)
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I am just blogging away my time now when lydia liao just came online=)Her msn nick is always just Lydia<3 but today when she came online,her nick is Lydia<3 jj.That literally set me smiling at that part.
Okay i am feeling really cheeky now and i am gonna play the scaring game with lydia on msn=)
baby the things you do,such a pity=).I <3 you.
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Ended the day yesterday at lydia's place at amk=)
i actually planned to catch a move with her when the long anticipated weekend have arrived!but because of the happy fact that lydia liao is the love of mankind,we included tabby&shawn into our date=)
soooo,i was invited to baby's cell group which totally landed me in a pool of sweat because it was sooo hot.
I was just really trying to sing but nothing came out,i was really sad because i can no longer worship you like the way i did.So sad.
Any-o-how,Junjie is really funny!=)
i dont usually read the bible and i really suck at finding phrases & verses from the bible and the "kind" junjie is trying his best to help me=)
although he is also very slow,THANK YOU=)
and and and and and also thank you for trying to block from the rest while i was attempting to kiss lydia's legs=)
THANK YOU=)
TO ALL JUNJIES IN MY WORLD:YOU ALL ROCK.
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Spent the rest of the night trying to set up a mini lan shop in baby's house=)but to no avail.
Ended up playing risk which obvously i didnt care less as i was busy cuddling myself with lydia and it was a un earthly sight.
:We are not teaming up.We're just hugging and kissing and deeply in love=)
After tons and tons of attemps trying get asia for baby,we gave up because we surely cannot get a game running because the game is too bias as shawn and tab is one team and me&baby is one team and poor junjie=)
Returned to attempt to set-up a game of dota when Mummy liao's lappy is giving us such a headache!
and after unplugging the mouse from here and there,the router ended up giving us connection problems.
What a day=)
Poor baby caught a cool in the cold room and we decided to venture into the living room because the main com is there and everything turn out really really really really really well=)
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Dota is just another chance for me to protect my dearest baby=)
Everyone was totally in the mood after so many failed attempts to join the game and finally the game started in this little lan shop in amk with wire popping out from everywhere=)Me being the host have to be really really careful because i was really afraid i would knock something over and cost a black out in the block or something=)
The game was awesome with baby because it was me and baby vs the rest and i trying my best to win both the games after the failed attempt @thomson=)
But it was okay didnt win either one but at least i think my baby enjoyed the game=)
I think TerrorBlade is such a good charactor because it have the skill slunder which allows me to swap life with the target and if baby is dying,i can just slunder her and she will be full of life while i will be dingeling with the life she is left=)
Baby,you must remember to buy boots of travel next time okay!it can make you run alot faster,than you can run away from people if they wanna eat you because to them you are the food=) but dont be upset kay! i will always be here to protect you!
RIGHT JUNJIE?YOU KILLED MY BABY AND I WILL AVENGE HER!=)
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Actually i think my baby is a really really independent woman,
in real life,she always dont like to use my money.
Take tabby's b'day's present for instance,she had to slog 12 hours a day for 4 days just to save enough to buy tabby's present.i thought her that baby you can just share it with me you know,i dont like to see you working so hard!tabby is my fren also you know!
but she still went on to work and buy the present=)
after everything,the look on her face is just too xxxxxxx.
Baby you are always so amazing.
you never fail to make me feel more attracted to you.
Right now,i am the least worried about you because i know my baby is a independent woman and i no need to worry for her.
Besides,one day when you run out of cash,i will always be here with cash accounting to the heights of the mountains waiting for you to spend=)
And i think tab loves your present=)
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Today is a wonderful day=)Happy anniversay baby!we'll have more of these wonderful days as we still have eternity together=)thats why this time of the month is so special because this marks the day of my discharge and the twisted event that got us together=)i am really happy right now.really really happy=)
AHHHHH.....BLAST ME WITH YOUR KISS MAN.
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Food for thought:Instead of always looking for a place to buy ciggs to restock;what if there is a infinte stick.
would you take it?A stick that never stop burning?
would you dare to smoke it knowing that every puff you take,take a potion of your life away?
Maybe satan is too smart to ever invent smoking but too bad,i am not too stupid to be taken in too.
I AM QUITING SMOKING SOON.
I cannot imagine if something happen to you just because you hang out with me too much just because i smoke.
Please take me back almighty lord.=)
This is the right decision alright.This is.
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