Driving record
Friday, May 23, 2008
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-2:20 AM
Events after events,squabbles after squabbles.
Life is not making it any better for me.
Well yup.Had another roll with lydia today which just ends it all.
She called me a while ago to tell me that she wanna break up with me.
Hmmm.
Well i've never loved someone so deepy in my entire life before so i was trying my best to tell her i cannot lost her and stuffs but than it looks like the decision is final and she is really adamant about breaking up with me.
Its really sad to know that even though we're been through alot,it all had to end this way.
i know that i chose my fate with germaine by not fulfilling my role as a bf.
But i certainly know that i didnt choose this ending with lydia.
She was a gift,somewhat too precious for me to lost.
That is why i will stop at no means to change for her or just to even make her happy.
Its really really pointless to cling on to the past now but i just wanna say that i've never regretted us together and i know that you didnt too.
Maybe its just a feeling now maybe the people in china's grief is flowing towards you.
But one thing is for sure,i haven pamper you enough and all the things that you've done for me
is enough for me to love you even more.
This may be the last time that i'm calling you baby but still i wish to tell you that
I love you.
And as fast as time may heal me,i'm not gonna let that happen because deep down inside i know that you are indeed the one for me.
Good luck for your projects.
I'm not exactly sad right now,i just feel the pinch in my heart that i've lost something good.
It might not be true but i know throughout 50 years that are yet to come,i'll only keep my feelings all bottle up for you.
Right now you might think that i'm just talking big but time will tell and i'm not gonna resort to typing things that will make things already harder than it alreadty is.
I'm just gonna say
BABY i love you and i still do.
i'll just hold you close to my heart,i promise.
Life is not making it any better for me.
Well yup.Had another roll with lydia today which just ends it all.
She called me a while ago to tell me that she wanna break up with me.
Hmmm.
Well i've never loved someone so deepy in my entire life before so i was trying my best to tell her i cannot lost her and stuffs but than it looks like the decision is final and she is really adamant about breaking up with me.
Its really sad to know that even though we're been through alot,it all had to end this way.
i know that i chose my fate with germaine by not fulfilling my role as a bf.
But i certainly know that i didnt choose this ending with lydia.
She was a gift,somewhat too precious for me to lost.
That is why i will stop at no means to change for her or just to even make her happy.
Its really really pointless to cling on to the past now but i just wanna say that i've never regretted us together and i know that you didnt too.
Maybe its just a feeling now maybe the people in china's grief is flowing towards you.
But one thing is for sure,i haven pamper you enough and all the things that you've done for me
is enough for me to love you even more.
This may be the last time that i'm calling you baby but still i wish to tell you that
I love you.
And as fast as time may heal me,i'm not gonna let that happen because deep down inside i know that you are indeed the one for me.
Good luck for your projects.
I'm not exactly sad right now,i just feel the pinch in my heart that i've lost something good.
It might not be true but i know throughout 50 years that are yet to come,i'll only keep my feelings all bottle up for you.
Right now you might think that i'm just talking big but time will tell and i'm not gonna resort to typing things that will make things already harder than it alreadty is.
I'm just gonna say
BABY i love you and i still do.
i'll just hold you close to my heart,i promise.
XOXO
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Sad/happy/angry/me?