Driving record
Friday, May 23, 2008
♥
-3:13 AM
Time is passing as slowly as predicted.
Wonderful conversation that elapsed with my father just now.
First person i told that i broke up is him and hes not making it any better.
"Again?Another nice girl who you driven away again.Just focus on your task now and study,she is a really nice girl and look what you're done.You're not of a mature age to talk about relationship now"(translated from chinese)
its such a irony that you're my daddy and you dunno how i feel.
i'm the kind of person who is desperate finding for the one.
its not that i cant live without a girl.
its just that i love being committed to someone who is worthly.
in that way,i can find the drive to do even better in life.
just a simple fact about me.
i was searching for a special someone and i found it.
but somewhere along the way i lost this gem.
its you.
just plain you.
Right now,i'm just waiting for time to pass quickly so i can go enjoy myself tommrrow and not dwell on the stuff that happened.
You're a master at making me go XZY.
But what for?You wanted it.
I dont care anymore.
I just want the time to pass faster so i can go out and enjoy life.
I dont want life without you,but some things just cant be helped can it?
I'm not emo,i just dont care anymore.
I hate the feeling of everyone asking me that why did i break up with you,i didnt.
You did.
i'm hurt alright but still i'm still strong enough to live with that fact that i belong to your past.
Twice.
This feeling twice.
i love your numbness.
I love it.
XOXO
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