Driving record
Thursday, June 12, 2008
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-4:21 AM
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My mood rating now is 0.000000.
I just read almost everything about doomsday and how the world is gonna end eventually.
And i just realised something;
Actually when i first started reading all the related topics about the world ending and crap,First things that came to my mind that all of that is crap and some terrorist is just posting all that to
make dumb people panic.
Naturally,if you are thriving now,you obviously dont want everything to just end right?
Yup.
That is the guideline which they're following when composing this kind of turmoil to people.
The more i read,the more i think that its a scam.
First prediction started with something good to make people believe it will happen.
After that a chain of devastating events which throws people into a state of confusion than something good again.
I can see a pattern;also a flaw which you failed to hide intendedly.
But than again if we think again,dont you realised that we are indeed causing our own death?
Inventions that benefited humans.
Light bulbs.
Electricity.
Nuclear power.
Prominent power.
Yeah.
We get to see things in the night.
We get to burn the midnight oil for the upcoming exams.
But than again,we gain something,we lost something right?
You cant exactly have the best of both worlds.
You cant.
We invented electricity,we operate life with ease.
But the things that we burn in the process of making electricity?
We're actually shortening the earth's life.
Talking about depreciation.
I always take note of things that i buy.
I realised that no matter how good looking or useful a thing is,time will depreciate
its use and value and one day,it will surely spoil.
Than its time to buy a new one right?
But now we're talking about earth right?
Where are we suppose to buy another earth?
In a 7/11 store on mars?
I'm just a lazy cow.
A simple action from me:Leaving my fan on when i leave the house is probably causing
the earth's life span by a hour.
A little cig that i smoke almost every 2 hour is rendering the earth's lifespan by a day.
Yes.
The earth is huge.
But all good things come to an end right?
Nelly furtado even sang a song about it.
Whats left on this earth is just a love that we humans cannot comprehen;we tend to act in that likeness of love.
Thats how much i love lydia.
As much as god love us.
Talking about religions,We live in a free world where you can choose to believe what you wanna
believe.
But how do you know whether what you believe in is true?
"FOLLOW THE CROWD LOR"
Theres no way to prove that what i believe is real.
But i suppose i'm really an asshole.
I like to add excitement into my life.
Thats why i always land myself into trouble.
Really hot soup.
But who cleans up my MESS?
God.
Because of the very fact that you're there,
The constant fact that you love me,
The tiny whiny feeling to feel that i'm not alone.
This is MY reason to believe you are there.
By listening to sermons and testimonials wont make much difference in your faith do you?
You have to experience it for yourself!
Invite him to your life.
Tell him that you wanna experience him yourself instead of just listening.
When glitches happen,forget him.
Forget that you ever invited him.
Because he will reveal his prescence to you himself.
.
God.is.Love.
.
I cannot think of a reasonable answer for my obsessive love for lydia.
Cep that i know that you love me like i love her.
In that way,i know how much you love me too.
Because i'm willing to die for lydia.
Just like how jesus died for me.
My mood rating now is 0.000000.
I just read almost everything about doomsday and how the world is gonna end eventually.
And i just realised something;
Actually when i first started reading all the related topics about the world ending and crap,First things that came to my mind that all of that is crap and some terrorist is just posting all that to
make dumb people panic.
Naturally,if you are thriving now,you obviously dont want everything to just end right?
Yup.
That is the guideline which they're following when composing this kind of turmoil to people.
The more i read,the more i think that its a scam.
First prediction started with something good to make people believe it will happen.
After that a chain of devastating events which throws people into a state of confusion than something good again.
I can see a pattern;also a flaw which you failed to hide intendedly.
But than again if we think again,dont you realised that we are indeed causing our own death?
Inventions that benefited humans.
Light bulbs.
Electricity.
Nuclear power.
Prominent power.
Yeah.
We get to see things in the night.
We get to burn the midnight oil for the upcoming exams.
But than again,we gain something,we lost something right?
You cant exactly have the best of both worlds.
You cant.
We invented electricity,we operate life with ease.
But the things that we burn in the process of making electricity?
We're actually shortening the earth's life.
Talking about depreciation.
I always take note of things that i buy.
I realised that no matter how good looking or useful a thing is,time will depreciate
its use and value and one day,it will surely spoil.
Than its time to buy a new one right?
But now we're talking about earth right?
Where are we suppose to buy another earth?
In a 7/11 store on mars?
I'm just a lazy cow.
A simple action from me:Leaving my fan on when i leave the house is probably causing
the earth's life span by a hour.
A little cig that i smoke almost every 2 hour is rendering the earth's lifespan by a day.
Yes.
The earth is huge.
But all good things come to an end right?
Nelly furtado even sang a song about it.
Whats left on this earth is just a love that we humans cannot comprehen;we tend to act in that likeness of love.
Thats how much i love lydia.
As much as god love us.
Talking about religions,We live in a free world where you can choose to believe what you wanna
believe.
But how do you know whether what you believe in is true?
"FOLLOW THE CROWD LOR"
Theres no way to prove that what i believe is real.
But i suppose i'm really an asshole.
I like to add excitement into my life.
Thats why i always land myself into trouble.
Really hot soup.
But who cleans up my MESS?
God.
Because of the very fact that you're there,
The constant fact that you love me,
The tiny whiny feeling to feel that i'm not alone.
This is MY reason to believe you are there.
By listening to sermons and testimonials wont make much difference in your faith do you?
You have to experience it for yourself!
Invite him to your life.
Tell him that you wanna experience him yourself instead of just listening.
When glitches happen,forget him.
Forget that you ever invited him.
Because he will reveal his prescence to you himself.
.
God.is.Love.
.
I cannot think of a reasonable answer for my obsessive love for lydia.
Cep that i know that you love me like i love her.
In that way,i know how much you love me too.
Because i'm willing to die for lydia.
Just like how jesus died for me.
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I just have the sudden urge of preaching.
And obviously i'm not the one close to even start.
I'm quite screwed myself aye?
Full of bad habits but somehow,God is telling me to type this.
I dont really care what others will think of me when i post this but beware,
Hes beside me now telling me every single letter to type.
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After reading the predictions and comments of the people.
I still wont believe that the world is gonna end.
But than again its a good thing for me to stumble upon this kind of stuffs.
First thing that came to my mind when i read those was lydia.
She was the best thing that ever entered my life.
I wont even find this feeling in some other else because i know that shes
different.
Its not the hugs&kisses,gifts and fun.
Its all of that combined plus a whole lot of feeling included in it.
Baby,you've been a gem.
Something which is so hard to acquire.
Something that nothing in this petty world can afford.
But you chose to offer yourself to me.
But rest assured.
I'll take good care of you.
I promise.
First thing that came to my mind was lydia and everything else that i possess.
Friends,family.
From a stubborn ox which refuse to acknowledge god,to someone who wants to bring little zinon to church.
I can see the exact love that a mother has for her child in the light of god's love for us.
Its amazing isnt it?
Camile chew ding dong quitted smoking for little zinon.
She changed from a stubborn free thinker to a christian.
Some things,you have to witness it to believe it.
And thinking that this new life that Sis have given zinon,had to just end in the near future.
I dread to believe it.
Right now,Lydia is all that that is in my mind.
Even if i were to die tommrrow,i'll want to die in your arms.
Dying with the fact that i love you and you do too.
Knowing that i will not be forgetten.
Even if NT2007 is really hitting the earth,I wanna sit next to you hugging you witnessing
its arrival when our impending death is creeping up on us.
Together we will face it and before i let off my last breath,i will need to say something.
Baby,i love you.
XOXO
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