Driving record
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
♥
-3:56 AM
I miss you!
Its 3.56am in the morning and i still cant find the excuse to sleep=)
=) i haven been toning every single night lately because i'll always need to sleep because the next day,i'll need to meet baby=)
NOPE,we didnt break up people=) she just went overseas.
Its the second night since she left and my urge for her is getting worst and worst=(
I always wish that my baby girl would enjoy herself and due to the hectic timetable of hers,
she pretty much deserve this holiday=)
But i cant stop worrying about her clumsiness and the ablilty NOT to NOT fall down every single day.
Did i mention did you look stunning after you recover from a trip pretending as if nothing happened?
You special in everyway baby.
After reading joce's letter to me,i felt the extreme love that joce has for lydia and many things might have happened and i feel that i really wanna do everything within me to give baby a good and peaceful life.
That include not having little squabbles and having her to stop worrying about my studies by really start studying.
=)
I studied 3 chapters for math since yesterday and i'm extremely proud of myself.
For once i didnt just say it.I did it.
Baby,Please entrust me with your life and allow me to take care of you for as long as i live.
I'll be someone that you're never dream of=)
-
Its been a tiring day yo?
My beauty sleep was interupted by multiple phone calls from people and my mummy reminding me that i got tuition=)
So i rush down to tuition after a fast bath and started my full concentration in tuition.
i was determined to learn okay.
i didnt even sit next to liz because i know she'll surely disturb me=)
After tuition,wanted to head down to town because i haven't been in town for ages but i realised i still have some math to study so i went home to study=)
Amazingly eh?
I know I know.
I dont believe myself either.=)
Studied till it was really boring and i turned on my com to play some war3 games=)
DADDY was being a absolute sweetie by buying supper for me and i kept saying thank you which kicks off a conversation between us again=)
My daddy told me actually he loves me alot and that its saddens him that our relationship have elapsed till this.
He told me that everytime when he sees me,he'll wish that i'll call him daddy but i never seem to call him.
Daddy,i'm really sorry for being such a bad child.
And i promised to greet him everytime i see him.
Had some casual talk and back into the room thinking about my hopeless life.
I need to change.
First few things to be done is to start studying and be a more polite person.
In that way,that will be less problems for me in life and i can devote more of my efforts to baby girl instead of spending so much time dealing with problems.
Yup Yup Yup.=)
enough of self reflection,
On a happier tone,Baby sent me such a sweet text that i kept reading and reading it.
After so many events,I realised that we've been through alot alot alot and i think i've changed from a childish boy to what i am now.
Well,at least i feel more sense of urgency in life and i'm desperate to marry baby girl=)
I dont wanna end up regreting things that i ought to do and in the process losing things that mean so much to me.
Thats why when baby is back,i'll treat her even better than before and live life to its fullest=)
I just realised there is a certain mono tone in this entry and i think i know why.
I'M REALLY REALLY TIRED.
BUT I MISS BABY.
SOBS.
I DONT FEEL LIKE TYPING ANYMORE.
CIAO=)
COUNTING DOWN,
4 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN SEE BABY GIRL.
FASTER FASTER!
Its 3.56am in the morning and i still cant find the excuse to sleep=)
=) i haven been toning every single night lately because i'll always need to sleep because the next day,i'll need to meet baby=)
NOPE,we didnt break up people=) she just went overseas.
Its the second night since she left and my urge for her is getting worst and worst=(
I always wish that my baby girl would enjoy herself and due to the hectic timetable of hers,
she pretty much deserve this holiday=)
But i cant stop worrying about her clumsiness and the ablilty NOT to NOT fall down every single day.
Did i mention did you look stunning after you recover from a trip pretending as if nothing happened?
You special in everyway baby.
After reading joce's letter to me,i felt the extreme love that joce has for lydia and many things might have happened and i feel that i really wanna do everything within me to give baby a good and peaceful life.
That include not having little squabbles and having her to stop worrying about my studies by really start studying.
=)
I studied 3 chapters for math since yesterday and i'm extremely proud of myself.
For once i didnt just say it.I did it.
Baby,Please entrust me with your life and allow me to take care of you for as long as i live.
I'll be someone that you're never dream of=)
-
Its been a tiring day yo?
My beauty sleep was interupted by multiple phone calls from people and my mummy reminding me that i got tuition=)
So i rush down to tuition after a fast bath and started my full concentration in tuition.
i was determined to learn okay.
i didnt even sit next to liz because i know she'll surely disturb me=)
After tuition,wanted to head down to town because i haven't been in town for ages but i realised i still have some math to study so i went home to study=)
Amazingly eh?
I know I know.
I dont believe myself either.=)
Studied till it was really boring and i turned on my com to play some war3 games=)
DADDY was being a absolute sweetie by buying supper for me and i kept saying thank you which kicks off a conversation between us again=)
My daddy told me actually he loves me alot and that its saddens him that our relationship have elapsed till this.
He told me that everytime when he sees me,he'll wish that i'll call him daddy but i never seem to call him.
Daddy,i'm really sorry for being such a bad child.
And i promised to greet him everytime i see him.
Had some casual talk and back into the room thinking about my hopeless life.
I need to change.
First few things to be done is to start studying and be a more polite person.
In that way,that will be less problems for me in life and i can devote more of my efforts to baby girl instead of spending so much time dealing with problems.
Yup Yup Yup.=)
enough of self reflection,
On a happier tone,Baby sent me such a sweet text that i kept reading and reading it.
After so many events,I realised that we've been through alot alot alot and i think i've changed from a childish boy to what i am now.
Well,at least i feel more sense of urgency in life and i'm desperate to marry baby girl=)
I dont wanna end up regreting things that i ought to do and in the process losing things that mean so much to me.
Thats why when baby is back,i'll treat her even better than before and live life to its fullest=)
I just realised there is a certain mono tone in this entry and i think i know why.
I'M REALLY REALLY TIRED.
BUT I MISS BABY.
SOBS.
I DONT FEEL LIKE TYPING ANYMORE.
CIAO=)
COUNTING DOWN,
4 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN SEE BABY GIRL.
FASTER FASTER!
XOXO
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