Driving record
Monday, June 23, 2008
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-11:30 PM
Scared!
Nope.
I'm scared of losing my dearest baby.
Today is fatigue.Fatigue is today.
Its been a tiring day alright?
Yup it it.
BUT,hundred & one energy was granted to me when i receive baby's text which sets me into a utter desperation to tell her how much i love her!>,<>YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL NOW WHEN I TYPE THIS.
* *O** *O*
decipher the code above to receive a limited edition kiss from me tommrrow=)
Had some plans to clear up all the things on my hand so that i could concentrate better for my studies & do my best not to flare up so easily as promised to baby girl.
So,started off with me cleaning up the glitch that i land myself into.
So far so good.
Everything is going quite smoothly and I really GOD to thank Mr tan for his ever-loving patience and concern for me.
Instead of throwing punishnments & ranting,some preaching was done and i was given a task
to gather all the commments from my teachers on whether i should be given a chance to stay in barker road.
I know i will do well.
And i'm already starting to put in tons and tons of efforts in my studies.Interest is approaching &
Nope.
I'm scared of losing my dearest baby.
Today is fatigue.Fatigue is today.
Its been a tiring day alright?
Yup it it.
BUT,hundred & one energy was granted to me when i receive baby's text which sets me into a utter desperation to tell her how much i love her!>,<>YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL NOW WHEN I TYPE THIS.
* *O** *O*
decipher the code above to receive a limited edition kiss from me tommrrow=)
Had some plans to clear up all the things on my hand so that i could concentrate better for my studies & do my best not to flare up so easily as promised to baby girl.
So,started off with me cleaning up the glitch that i land myself into.
So far so good.
Everything is going quite smoothly and I really GOD to thank Mr tan for his ever-loving patience and concern for me.
Instead of throwing punishnments & ranting,some preaching was done and i was given a task
to gather all the commments from my teachers on whether i should be given a chance to stay in barker road.
I know i will do well.
And i'm already starting to put in tons and tons of efforts in my studies.Interest is approaching &
some serious work is being done here.=)
I'll just work hard and leave everything else in god's hands.
-
BUT!
I'm scared.
Scared of what?
I'm scared of losing lydia.
Yes,i may speak as if i'm tough,but actually i'm weaker than a jelly fish.
-
Was reading a little letter from baby some time ago when we quarrelled.
Guess what?
Its been a few days since it happened and the fear and re-enactment of that scene rush its way back to my head.
There is something that needs to be said and i might as well say it here.
:
Baby,i was never so desperate;so desperate for something.So desperate for us to make it out alright.
A sculpture which represent our future.
You've been everything to me.
You are everything to me.
I don't ever wanna lose you.
I don't want.
Thats the fear that is running through me when i read that little letter and that little letter will always remain on my desk to remind myself of what that had happened that day how much it made me realise the love i have for you.
I promise to be better.
And i will.
Rest assured,you will not regret 6 Feb 2008.=)
Its your birthday,******** and the day we declare you are mine.
I am yours truly.
JJ.
I'll just work hard and leave everything else in god's hands.
-
BUT!
I'm scared.
Scared of what?
I'm scared of losing lydia.
Yes,i may speak as if i'm tough,but actually i'm weaker than a jelly fish.
-
Was reading a little letter from baby some time ago when we quarrelled.
Guess what?
Its been a few days since it happened and the fear and re-enactment of that scene rush its way back to my head.
There is something that needs to be said and i might as well say it here.
:
Baby,i was never so desperate;so desperate for something.So desperate for us to make it out alright.
A sculpture which represent our future.
You've been everything to me.
You are everything to me.
I don't ever wanna lose you.
I don't want.
Thats the fear that is running through me when i read that little letter and that little letter will always remain on my desk to remind myself of what that had happened that day how much it made me realise the love i have for you.
I promise to be better.
And i will.
Rest assured,you will not regret 6 Feb 2008.=)
Its your birthday,******** and the day we declare you are mine.
I am yours truly.
JJ.
XOXO
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