Driving record
Sunday, September 21, 2008
♥
-6:41 PM
I LOVE LEONG JUN JIE! :)
baby, sorry for everything! i've been a bad, bad girl. forgive me will you?
love, your cute little girl.
XOXO
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Friday, September 12, 2008
♥
-7:40 PM
It isnt the act of mimicry,the structure of its extent.
Ordinary day for you?Not for me,
As ordinary as it may seem,tone for the day was exberating with love with a sweet little text from baby girl,
"spend a minute to think about me today please:) have a good day in school baby!:) I LOVE YOU MEGA LOADS!"
I wake up to bath,wear my uniform and wear my socks but i was never really awake.
Point when i wake up is when i alighted from the school bus and head to the canteen.
First thing when i saw when i alighted,"the message" which sets me into a utter contentment
that i am truly in love.
Such a little text from baby girl set the day right and everything was done with a smile on my face.
Went on to attend classes with a big smile thinking that i must be the luckiest guy on earth.
Nothing in the world can tamper that feeling the entire day and i was happy happy happy!
Classes as per normal,learned as much as i can,day ended with a seminar from ACJC.
What i think:The way they package the school is fabulous but what that is going on in the depths of the school,we all know the answer.=)
ACJC>Highest partying rates.
CJC>Highest pregnancy rates.
HWI>Highest abortion rates.
Statistic tells and its not as amazing as it looks.
After the talk,Mr tannn spoke to me and exclaimed about my results!
"WHY IS YOUR RESULTS SO LOUSY?"
After much resortnation,he told me that
he will support me fully if i strive to head to ACJC yada yada yada.
"self-study is not a very smart choice"
And so,the barker entourage came back to visit the school since they were involved in the Q & A siminar and the whole lot of us started reminising the past=)
It feels so good to just think back and laugh at the silly past that we all once hold and as we all move along in life in the various journeys,this day will re-nact it self and we will all be back to square one.I'm sure of it=)
Yada yada yada yada yada.........
Part farewell to the crew as princess LIAO is waiting for me at home,
I need to say this,Lydia liao had been the most responsible and lovable princess that the world had ever seen,
She have been going to my house for the past 4 days in the morning,fetch little jun hao to school,pick junhui from school and wait patiently at home for me to come back.
All the willfulness and airs seemed to vanish into thin air and she transformed into a caring,motherly wife of mine.
I was always smitten by her.Even untill now,different forms of love emits from the various morphs that she have.
She would whine like a little baby whenever something happens or when she wanted somethings to go her way,well by doing that,i just feel the intestified love to take care of this little princess for life and i'll do my very best to just paint a smile on her face and i do mean everything.
She would bite my head off,bite my skin off and also scream my ear deaf if i'm just a little bit too naughty.Whenever she does that,the world seem so colourful once again.
She makes me feel like the most lucky person alive on this tiny little earth by just a peck on my cheeks and even though she's not a master at sweet talking,the very effort of talking just that makes me ZXCVBNM<>? and when i'm feeling ZXCVBNM<>? she would scream and whine that she is saying something sweet and i have to listen and show some expressions!
Its not that i dont wanna show some expression baby,i just dont know how to contain my emotions whenever you do something sweet!
Just like today!
She hid 4 different present at my house and before she left,she handed me a crane with the clue to the location of the first present.
I was really really really excited to find the present unraveling the various clues and present and when i finally found all of them,i felt the sense of accomplishment and i was once again found staring into space with joy and uncomtempt happiness.
Baby,i really dont know how to tell/show you how much you're appreciated and with the mere blabbering of asking you to fold me the cranes,you once again burn me with love.
The first time when you brought a yellow colour box full of cranes to my house,i felt that theres something special about this girl.
Now you brought this king box of cranes,a new feeling arises.
I WANT TO MARRY YOU.
Its true,how true.
Ordinary day for you?Not for me,
As ordinary as it may seem,tone for the day was exberating with love with a sweet little text from baby girl,
"spend a minute to think about me today please:) have a good day in school baby!:) I LOVE YOU MEGA LOADS!"
I wake up to bath,wear my uniform and wear my socks but i was never really awake.
Point when i wake up is when i alighted from the school bus and head to the canteen.
First thing when i saw when i alighted,"the message" which sets me into a utter contentment
that i am truly in love.
Such a little text from baby girl set the day right and everything was done with a smile on my face.
Went on to attend classes with a big smile thinking that i must be the luckiest guy on earth.
Nothing in the world can tamper that feeling the entire day and i was happy happy happy!
Classes as per normal,learned as much as i can,day ended with a seminar from ACJC.
What i think:The way they package the school is fabulous but what that is going on in the depths of the school,we all know the answer.=)
ACJC>Highest partying rates.
CJC>Highest pregnancy rates.
HWI>Highest abortion rates.
Statistic tells and its not as amazing as it looks.
After the talk,Mr tannn spoke to me and exclaimed about my results!
"WHY IS YOUR RESULTS SO LOUSY?"
After much resortnation,he told me that
he will support me fully if i strive to head to ACJC yada yada yada.
"self-study is not a very smart choice"
And so,the barker entourage came back to visit the school since they were involved in the Q & A siminar and the whole lot of us started reminising the past=)
It feels so good to just think back and laugh at the silly past that we all once hold and as we all move along in life in the various journeys,this day will re-nact it self and we will all be back to square one.I'm sure of it=)
Yada yada yada yada yada.........
Part farewell to the crew as princess LIAO is waiting for me at home,
I need to say this,Lydia liao had been the most responsible and lovable princess that the world had ever seen,
She have been going to my house for the past 4 days in the morning,fetch little jun hao to school,pick junhui from school and wait patiently at home for me to come back.
All the willfulness and airs seemed to vanish into thin air and she transformed into a caring,motherly wife of mine.
I was always smitten by her.Even untill now,different forms of love emits from the various morphs that she have.
She would whine like a little baby whenever something happens or when she wanted somethings to go her way,well by doing that,i just feel the intestified love to take care of this little princess for life and i'll do my very best to just paint a smile on her face and i do mean everything.
She would bite my head off,bite my skin off and also scream my ear deaf if i'm just a little bit too naughty.Whenever she does that,the world seem so colourful once again.
She makes me feel like the most lucky person alive on this tiny little earth by just a peck on my cheeks and even though she's not a master at sweet talking,the very effort of talking just that makes me ZXCVBNM<>? and when i'm feeling ZXCVBNM<>? she would scream and whine that she is saying something sweet and i have to listen and show some expressions!
Its not that i dont wanna show some expression baby,i just dont know how to contain my emotions whenever you do something sweet!
Just like today!
She hid 4 different present at my house and before she left,she handed me a crane with the clue to the location of the first present.
I was really really really excited to find the present unraveling the various clues and present and when i finally found all of them,i felt the sense of accomplishment and i was once again found staring into space with joy and uncomtempt happiness.
Baby,i really dont know how to tell/show you how much you're appreciated and with the mere blabbering of asking you to fold me the cranes,you once again burn me with love.
The first time when you brought a yellow colour box full of cranes to my house,i felt that theres something special about this girl.
Now you brought this king box of cranes,a new feeling arises.
I WANT TO MARRY YOU.
Its true,how true.
XOXO
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
♥
-9:48 PM
Sorry seems to be the hardest word but someone's got to say it.
Another event which trigger another reflection for the recent spate of events.
Peharps the only common mistake that we humans make is to take things for total granted.
One great example is my life,
I was always blessed with the best things,people but what i realised is that i can never hold them tight
and cherish them like i'm suppose to.
My mother,
She once told me that among all the three kids that she have,i am the only one that she love the most,not for the fact that i'm the oldest child but because i was the first child that she first started as a mother.
Even as a baby,i was a problem child.
She entered difficult labour as i was too huge for natural birth and when i was due for labour,
the doctor told my mother that if she were to insist giving birth to me,there will be a chance that we will both die.
My mother chose to give birth to me and by the grace of god, we are both fine.
But that was only the first tribulation.
She insisted that i was put into a prestigious or rather a well-to-do school among all the other neighbour schools hoping that i will grow up to be a fine young man.
But things didnt go her way and i didnt turn out to be as normal as others did.
I was rebellious,insolence and worst of all,i gave no regard to the law.
Tons and tons of things happened and eventually i was put into solitary,
this broke her heart into a million pieces but still she didnt give up on me.
With her insessant encouragement,17 years of age,i am indeed a better person.
But i still didnt fulfill my role as a fillial child.
Governed by mood,i shout at her,refuse to comply and even say things which hurt her from the deepest isle of her heart.
(i have no idea why i'm blogging like this,my english cant seem go smoothly as usual and actually fixing the bit and pieces of thoughts lingering in my head.)
Lydia,
i left school early this morning in order to cook up a surprise for her because she voluteered to come over to my house to baby-sit my younger brothers and i think its really sweet of her.
Cabbed home,bathed and hid under the bed anticipating her return from fetching jun hui.
In the process of providing hints to uncover that actually i was hiding under the bed,i heard many conversations with her and brother,at that instance i then realised how blissful i was.
Being blessed with a gf which not only love me to ends of the gritted bones,she love my family as well.Her conversation with junhui (w/o the knowledge that i was actually listening) just let me feel that i was the most happiest man on earth because my Gf is such an angel.
The kind of conversation that they hold,junhui most probably treat lydia as an older sister when he can confide to her and even disturb her knowing that she will not be angry.
And in order to achieve that kind of relationship with someone,it definetely takes alot.
And the absolute fact that its happening,it just made me feel that this special someone is indeed you.When you soo happily took those NTUC Vounchers and gave it to my mother,i really felt my heart melting because my gf have such a heart for my mother.
I really wish to tell you how warm i feel inside and how happy i am being yours.
The little conversation which stuck,when junhui accidentally murmumed out that you bought those choc babies for me,i melted.
All these thoughts occur to me when a little squabble broke out between us today.
I am really a lucky person by having all this but why is it that never seem to cherish them?
I've learned my mistake.
Dont be mistaken,We are fine now send her a text and she forgave me big-heartedly.
But i will not take this for granted.
From now on,things wont come easy and you,Lydia, didnt come easy as well.
I am really a very lucky person and i will do anything to hold on to all this things close to my heart.
Words cant explain the feeling that i'm feeling now.
So, pardon me for this shitty piece of unorganised chunk.
---
I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
Well I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life
I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
Well I'm going home
The miles are getting longer, it seems
The closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man for you
But your love remains true
And I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try
-
When you see this baby,do know that i'm really sorry and i love you.
You're more than one in a million,you one and only.
I love you.
Another event which trigger another reflection for the recent spate of events.
Peharps the only common mistake that we humans make is to take things for total granted.
One great example is my life,
I was always blessed with the best things,people but what i realised is that i can never hold them tight
and cherish them like i'm suppose to.
My mother,
She once told me that among all the three kids that she have,i am the only one that she love the most,not for the fact that i'm the oldest child but because i was the first child that she first started as a mother.
Even as a baby,i was a problem child.
She entered difficult labour as i was too huge for natural birth and when i was due for labour,
the doctor told my mother that if she were to insist giving birth to me,there will be a chance that we will both die.
My mother chose to give birth to me and by the grace of god, we are both fine.
But that was only the first tribulation.
She insisted that i was put into a prestigious or rather a well-to-do school among all the other neighbour schools hoping that i will grow up to be a fine young man.
But things didnt go her way and i didnt turn out to be as normal as others did.
I was rebellious,insolence and worst of all,i gave no regard to the law.
Tons and tons of things happened and eventually i was put into solitary,
this broke her heart into a million pieces but still she didnt give up on me.
With her insessant encouragement,17 years of age,i am indeed a better person.
But i still didnt fulfill my role as a fillial child.
Governed by mood,i shout at her,refuse to comply and even say things which hurt her from the deepest isle of her heart.
(i have no idea why i'm blogging like this,my english cant seem go smoothly as usual and actually fixing the bit and pieces of thoughts lingering in my head.)
Lydia,
i left school early this morning in order to cook up a surprise for her because she voluteered to come over to my house to baby-sit my younger brothers and i think its really sweet of her.
Cabbed home,bathed and hid under the bed anticipating her return from fetching jun hui.
In the process of providing hints to uncover that actually i was hiding under the bed,i heard many conversations with her and brother,at that instance i then realised how blissful i was.
Being blessed with a gf which not only love me to ends of the gritted bones,she love my family as well.Her conversation with junhui (w/o the knowledge that i was actually listening) just let me feel that i was the most happiest man on earth because my Gf is such an angel.
The kind of conversation that they hold,junhui most probably treat lydia as an older sister when he can confide to her and even disturb her knowing that she will not be angry.
And in order to achieve that kind of relationship with someone,it definetely takes alot.
And the absolute fact that its happening,it just made me feel that this special someone is indeed you.When you soo happily took those NTUC Vounchers and gave it to my mother,i really felt my heart melting because my gf have such a heart for my mother.
I really wish to tell you how warm i feel inside and how happy i am being yours.
The little conversation which stuck,when junhui accidentally murmumed out that you bought those choc babies for me,i melted.
All these thoughts occur to me when a little squabble broke out between us today.
I am really a lucky person by having all this but why is it that never seem to cherish them?
I've learned my mistake.
Dont be mistaken,We are fine now send her a text and she forgave me big-heartedly.
But i will not take this for granted.
From now on,things wont come easy and you,Lydia, didnt come easy as well.
I am really a very lucky person and i will do anything to hold on to all this things close to my heart.
Words cant explain the feeling that i'm feeling now.
So, pardon me for this shitty piece of unorganised chunk.
---
I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
Well I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life
I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
Well I'm going home
The miles are getting longer, it seems
The closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man for you
But your love remains true
And I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try
-
When you see this baby,do know that i'm really sorry and i love you.
You're more than one in a million,you one and only.
I love you.
XOXO
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sunday, September 07, 2008
♥
-4:11 AM
baby.i need to tell you i love you so much.
so much...
i wont live to see another day i swear its true,a girl like you is impossible find;impossible to find.
XOXO
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Sad/happy/angry/me?
♥
-2:00 AM
DonKEy light years since i last came to this webby,things are a little out of hand recently.
With me slacking,i didnt really study much for the upcoming O's and yada yada yada.
I feel a little gulity actually but it will be fine,i'll pull up my socks tommrrow by contributing
12 hours of work=) >hard core studying<
yup.
I will.
Yesterday(2 hours ago technically)marks the 15 month for carrot:)love and me:P
This journey is tough alright but words from the wise ones are indeed true.
"love conquers everything all in all"
Carrot came over in the "morning" and found me waking up at the wrong side of the bed=)But
dont get me wrong,we didnt quarrel nor fight;Just SOME complacency actions which led to terrible worrying thereafter.
Got over it now but still a little hermit.
I deserved to get slapped=(
Oh well,embarked on the journey to PP running errands bestowed by Mummyleong,ate at the horrible suki sushi.
Things which are horrendrously disappointing:
1)Service was slow.
2)Impolite serving attitude.
3)Horrible seat.
4)Crappy chawamushi.
5)Embezzled a little of our coke and sprite=(.
Bill added up to 55+ and babyCarrot let off a black face.
I can fully understand her displease.
A similarity which the LEONG brothers possess,
They cant never enjoy a ice-cream in peace.
Junhui's ice-cream is distorted,
Junhao was busy laughing at junhui's plight when he dropped his ice-cream too.=)
Wow,carrot:) just called and gave me a burp=)
you can be sure to imagine how being her boyfriend feels like,its tada------>magical.=)
waking up in the morning knowing that you have such an adorable gf gives you a awful sense of
happiness and gladness.
anyway back to Yesterday,okay that fone call totally disrupted my chain of thoughts.
I dunno what to say now.
I miss Carrot:(
P.s:You look wonderfully adorable when you're asleep and when you just wake up,you look like a fairy=))))The best gift.~
With me slacking,i didnt really study much for the upcoming O's and yada yada yada.
I feel a little gulity actually but it will be fine,i'll pull up my socks tommrrow by contributing
12 hours of work=) >hard core studying<
yup.
I will.
Yesterday(2 hours ago technically)marks the 15 month for carrot:)love and me:P
This journey is tough alright but words from the wise ones are indeed true.
"love conquers everything all in all"
Carrot came over in the "morning" and found me waking up at the wrong side of the bed=)But
dont get me wrong,we didnt quarrel nor fight;Just SOME complacency actions which led to terrible worrying thereafter.
Got over it now but still a little hermit.
I deserved to get slapped=(
Oh well,embarked on the journey to PP running errands bestowed by Mummyleong,ate at the horrible suki sushi.
Things which are horrendrously disappointing:
1)Service was slow.
2)Impolite serving attitude.
3)Horrible seat.
4)Crappy chawamushi.
5)Embezzled a little of our coke and sprite=(.
Bill added up to 55+ and babyCarrot let off a black face.
I can fully understand her displease.
A similarity which the LEONG brothers possess,
They cant never enjoy a ice-cream in peace.
Junhui's ice-cream is distorted,
Junhao was busy laughing at junhui's plight when he dropped his ice-cream too.=)
Wow,carrot:) just called and gave me a burp=)
you can be sure to imagine how being her boyfriend feels like,its tada------>magical.=)
waking up in the morning knowing that you have such an adorable gf gives you a awful sense of
happiness and gladness.
anyway back to Yesterday,okay that fone call totally disrupted my chain of thoughts.
I dunno what to say now.
I miss Carrot:(
P.s:You look wonderfully adorable when you're asleep and when you just wake up,you look like a fairy=))))The best gift.~
XOXO
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sad/happy/angry/me?