Driving record
Monday, October 27, 2008
♥
-12:05 AM
I rang the bell,you came and answered.
A smile on your face,a clean slate.
We've been through many months now,quarrelled over the slightest things;
Sorrow and despair takes over,the happy moments rekindle.
I was once who i am again.
The one whos heart got stolen,but never got returned.
Lydia liao,the couragous thief.
There was once a story,a story which was always told.
A story about how we met,how we felt and how it came about.
This bond that we share.
I hold a bond.
A bond which only we can understand.
And everytime i talk about this bond,i feel sad.
And that is because i only talk about this bond when glitches happen
between us and i'm left all alone to reminscent on.
The human error.
We regret only after we've lost it.
That was before.
Now i'm different.
Its such a wonderful feeling to even be close to you and having you to listen to me.
Boast about stuffs.
Talk about views.
You are always there.
And i never ever wanna let you go.
This circle.
The circle that we drew hand in hand.
The candle that we blow.
The light that burns brightly.
I will never let his flame die.
Because you didnt once made a man so happy.
You are making a man so happy.
As you walk into the cab,i know its different.
I know that you'll be thinking of me.
Missing me.
Just thinking of how silly i am.
-*-
A recent spate of disaster struck my life.
With the commence of o's,
"mugging".
2 squabbles emerged due to the stubborness of mine,hers and a little
contributing events.
We are fine now thank you,
i remember reading off somewhere that true fairy tale never have a ending.
I think thats sooooo true.
I dont ever want my fairy tale to end.
Baby girl was on her way,i rushed over to the lrt to fetch her.
The feeling of just being with her makes me really really happy!
I wasnt really hungry,but i insisted on going pp with her in the light
of patohing and it was good!
Baby had her fishballs, i had my kuay chup=)
With hearts entwined,hands together.
I was really enjoying myself.
With the recent spate of squabbles,i really almost forgetten the wonderful
feeling of just being her ONE.
This feeling is just so awesome!
And baby,i promise, after my o's,i'll be around you so offen that you'll get a sick of my face!:P
As i watch you take a nap,eyes close;you stole what that is remain of me;again.
Do you know you look so adorable when you sleep!Cuddling by my side,trying to gain my attention because i was playing psp.:P:P:P
i love to hug you baby.
Lydia liao is:
Sweet.
Smart.
Surrender.
Drop-dead gorgous.
Caring.
Kind-hearted.
Love.
EGO AND IMPATIENT TOO.
=)
You're my motivation to study honey.
Food for thoughts:
I would buy you a ring when we get engaged.
A chain of items is heading your way after the subsequence anniversarys.
I think you will look hot in a big tonned necklace.
I need to head to US to buy this special ********* for you.
XOXO
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sunday, October 26, 2008
♥
-1:38 AM
i was blind.
i was stupid.
a chance to find out about the truth about something which i dont understand came,i didnt take it.Things that will come out from your mouth.Means so much to me.
Now,
feelings eloped.
doors closed.
I'm left all alone.
You've been brave.
I didnt know i would actually be hearing these things from you.
I was wrong.
Stones unturned,only marking those regrets that i've made.
I guess you really did try.
Just that i didnt know.
Assumption is killer.
Just as how it killed me.
I dont deserve a chance.
I've been too hurting.
I cant be yours sincernly,i've failed terribily.
Times will be as per normal just without you.
Wrong,it will not be normal,just a little sad,empty.
I cannot find strength.
Peharps because i depended too much on you.
You're the one leading now.
I'll be the one lagging.
You're the rabbit,i'm the tortoise.
First thing you'll ask when you meet someone;do you like to talk?
A sentence which killed me.
Sour may be,but not as killing.
heart pounding,sad face.
Cold at night with no one to hug.
i can hug,but not the one i love
Because truly you stole my heart.
i hate to compose sad poems,but i just need to get it out.
Thoughts running,heart's crying.
My resolve is,
All the squabbles and arguement started because i was too childish.
Daddy talked to me.
Lydia's a nice girl.
Reply was:she is,i just didnt know how to cherish her.
yup.After many rounds of love and romance,we're back to square one.
We are friends,
Yeah right,
I will never be your friend,
Because you're a thief
and you stole my heart.
I'm sorry,its on the floor now.
Cold,
Bleeding.
Crying in despair.
But at least we tried.
Yup i did.
I very much want you back.
But we always want things which we cant get?
We only realised its gone after its gone.
We only cherish it after you realised how much you need it.
i'm not sad because i've lose it.
i'm sad because i didnt try my best to make it work.
You're the one.
Everyone can affirm it.
Everyone but me.
Hey there,I'll walk to you if theres no other way
i was stupid.
a chance to find out about the truth about something which i dont understand came,i didnt take it.Things that will come out from your mouth.Means so much to me.
Now,
feelings eloped.
doors closed.
I'm left all alone.
You've been brave.
I didnt know i would actually be hearing these things from you.
I was wrong.
Stones unturned,only marking those regrets that i've made.
I guess you really did try.
Just that i didnt know.
Assumption is killer.
Just as how it killed me.
I dont deserve a chance.
I've been too hurting.
I cant be yours sincernly,i've failed terribily.
Times will be as per normal just without you.
Wrong,it will not be normal,just a little sad,empty.
I cannot find strength.
Peharps because i depended too much on you.
You're the one leading now.
I'll be the one lagging.
You're the rabbit,i'm the tortoise.
First thing you'll ask when you meet someone;do you like to talk?
A sentence which killed me.
Sour may be,but not as killing.
heart pounding,sad face.
Cold at night with no one to hug.
i can hug,but not the one i love
Because truly you stole my heart.
i hate to compose sad poems,but i just need to get it out.
Thoughts running,heart's crying.
My resolve is,
All the squabbles and arguement started because i was too childish.
Daddy talked to me.
Lydia's a nice girl.
Reply was:she is,i just didnt know how to cherish her.
yup.After many rounds of love and romance,we're back to square one.
We are friends,
Yeah right,
I will never be your friend,
Because you're a thief
and you stole my heart.
I'm sorry,its on the floor now.
Cold,
Bleeding.
Crying in despair.
But at least we tried.
Yup i did.
I very much want you back.
But we always want things which we cant get?
We only realised its gone after its gone.
We only cherish it after you realised how much you need it.
i'm not sad because i've lose it.
i'm sad because i didnt try my best to make it work.
You're the one.
Everyone can affirm it.
Everyone but me.
Hey there,I'll walk to you if theres no other way
but how can i walk if i've broke the bridge?
Its not over.
But my ipod's fried.
I wanna listen to the song but can i find it?
Its not over.
But my ipod's fried.
I wanna listen to the song but can i find it?
Tears of a unfathomable tale.
Will i live to deliver?
hear me now for i said im sorry.
XOXO
Sad/happy/angry/me?
Sad/happy/angry/me?